Gully Boy—Apna Time Aayega

It is New Year's Eve. The outside world celebrates and starts the countdown to a new beginning of time, while Murad (Ranveer Singh) sits all by himself in his employer's car and awaits the dawn of his time. The car is parked under a canopy of lights in a square area. The reflection of the lights falls all over the car while Murad sits in darkness inside, having moments of self-reflection, that lead to his soliloquy, "Apna time aayega. Ye shabdon ka jwaala, meri bediyaan pighlayega." My time will come. The lava in my words will melt the shackles that hold me. It is as if he attains enlightenment at that particular moment under the lights and the stars. Later, Murad's time eventually comes, and he gets an opportunity to sing in front of a huge audience, and the lights shine on him, in contrast to the previous scene. Zoya Akhtar's exquisite Gully Boy tells the story of Murad as he goes on a personal journey of waiting for his time from a budding poet to a famous rap artist. Murad is the son of Aftab (Vijay Raaz) and Razia (Amruta Subhash) living in the cramped slums of Dharavi. He is in a long-term relationship with his girlfriend, Safeena (Alia Bhatt), who is studying to become a surgeon. Murad meets an artist, MC Sher (Siddhant Chaturvedi), who helps him create a rap song video that ultimately paves the path for his success. Gully Boy is loosely inspired by the stories of Divine and Naezy, who found fame by rapping about their life experiences.

Gully Boy is a film about dreams. It is about dreams that help escape the stress of everyday life. It is about dreams that give hope for a better future. It is about dreams that won't let you think of anything else. Koi badi murad agar sapne mein dikh jaaye toh uske liye try karneka na. If you dream of a big desire, is it worth chasing? Murad dreams of a better life for himself. Safeena dreams of being a surgeon. Razia dreams of her son, who will take them out of poverty. Usko leke bade khwaab hai mere. It is about not giving up on those dreams, even if they do not match your existential reality. It is about making sure that your reality catches up with your dreams. Main nahi badalta apna sapna apni sachai se mel khaane ke vaaste. Main apna sachai badlega jo mere sapne se mel khayega. What is a life worth if one compromises even one's dreams? Murad wants to break the rules of society that say that a driver's son can only be a driver. He has an equal right to dream. Zinda mera khwaab. Ab kaise tu dafnaayega. 

Zoya Akhtar's oeuvre has always emphasized the importance of dreams and espoused her characters to follow them. The first lines in her first film Luck By Chance encapsulate the theme of dreams. Aamir Khan while shooting for a period film says, "Lekin sirf wohi sapna saakar hota hai jo lakh samjhane par bhi insaan bhulana nahi chahta." Everyone dreams but only that dream gets fulfilled which a person does not want to forget, in spite of being told to forget it. This, essentially, becomes the motto for Vikram (Farhan Akhtar) to fulfill his dream of becoming an actor. Dreams come up again when Vikram goes for his audition at Romy Rolly Productions where the song Sapnon Se Bhare Naina plays. The lyrics talk about the twinkle of dreams in the eyes of the dreamers. Sapnon se bhare naina, na neend hai na chaina. When there are dreams in your eyes, there is neither sleep nor peace. The song is shot in a room full of men who are auditioning to become actors. There is someone in the room who does not even have any money to buy a new pair of shoes. He does not know English and is a little embarrassed to ask Vikram's help filling out the form, but he is here just to fulfill his dream of becoming an actor. In Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara, Laila (Katrina Kaif) encourages Arjun (Hrithik Roshan) to follow his dreams. At another stage, Kabir (Abhay Deol) argues with Natasha (Kalki Koechlin) as to why she plans to quit her job after their wedding. It was her dream, and she should continue to work on that. Natasha wants different things in life because her dreams have changed. After all, the rich have the privilege of changing their dreams as often as they want.

In Sheila Ki Jawaani of Bombay Talkies, Katrina Kaif, playing the Manic Pixie Dream Girl, tells Vicky (Naman Jain), who wants to become a dancer, that it is essential to preserve one's dreams and for that, he might even have to lie. "Kabhi kabhi apne dream ko chhupana padta hai. People always don’t understand you, so they will discourage you. Lekin tumhe to pata hai na, tumhara sapna kya hai, toh uska khayal bhi tumhe rakhna padega. Jaante ho tum jo chaho kar sakte ho, jo chaho ban sakte ho. Follow your heart for there is magic in your dreams. If you believe them, they will come true. Bas yakeen karo ki aisa hoga aur tumhe koi nahi rok sakta." In Dil Dhadakne No, Kabir (Ranveer Singh) is taken aback by the fearlessness of Farah (Anushka Sharma) in following her dreams. He never thought of rebelling, but only after meeting Farah did he get the courage to tell his parents that he wanted to do something in the field of flying. In addition, there is the film's title song that says, "Hum toh yehi samjhayenge usey, sapne jo hai sajaane thode se bano diwaane." We’ll only say to him, that if you want to fulfill your dreams, be a bit crazy. 

All of Zoya Akhtar's films have talked about dreams but Gully Boy is closest to Luck By Chance in terms of other themes, characters, and treatment. Luck By Chance narrated the story of two struggling actors, Sona (Konkona Sensharma) and Vikram (Farhan Akhtar), trying to make it in the Hindi film industry. The film commented on the role of luck, destiny, and persistence in our lives. In one particular scene, Sona's dream is shattered after she learns that she is not going to play the lead role in the film that was promised to her. She laments that maybe it is not in her kismet to be an actress. Vikram disagrees as he believes that kismet is for those who do not have the strength in them to make their own life. Will some other person tell her that she cannot be an actress? He consoles her that all this time, she believed in someone else; now, she has to believe in herself to make the decisions of life. Chances are not given; they are made. Kamayaabi hum tak nahi aati, humein kamyaabi tak jana hota hai. Apne raaste par chalte raho. Dheere dheere sari duniya tumhare raaste par aa jayegi. Success does not come to us; we have to chase success. Keep walking on your chosen path and the world will change its path to come to you. In Gully Boy, Murad and his father, Aftab, have a conversation that is similar to the one above. Murad leaves the job at his uncle's office because he does not like how he is treated there. His uncle told him that a servant's son can only be a servant. His father tells him that it is the truth but Murad says, "Koi dusra batayega mereko main kaun hai?" Will someone else tell me who I am? This is similar to how Vikram tells Sona that Chaudhury will tell her that she cannot be an actress. Aftab then counsels Murad to change his dreams and accept the reality that he will never make it big. Murad disagrees and says that he will change his reality to match his dreams, just like Vikram believed that the world will follow you and come to your path if you never give up.

One of my favorite things in the movies is to watch people encouraging and empowering each other. The characters in Gully Boy support each other, many a time, putting their personal ambition behind them. From the first moment that they meet, MC Sher pushes and supports Murad. He guides him and helps create his first video. He motivates him to not let insults bother him. I kept thinking that at some point MC Sher and Murad will enter into some kind of competitive confrontation. But the film never hinted at any kind of animosity between the two. The film's subversion comes across in these little moments. Even after MC Sher does not make it to the top five at the competition, he is happy about Murad making the cut. Murad never fails to thank him. When Sky (Kalki Koechlin) offers him a contract, he tells her that it is all due to MC Sher, after which they both collaborate with her. In another lovely moment before his final performance, Murad hugs Sher and almost starts crying because he would not be there without him. Later, when Moeen is behind bars, Murad is ready to give up everything because he realizes that when no one was there for him, it was Moeen who helped him give him a roof when he needed one. The name Moeen also means a helper or a supporter. Friends really stand up for each other in Gully Boy. A friend takes them to the Benetton store at night at the risk of losing his job. Murad's relationship with Safeena also displays this unbridled espousal. "Tereko jo karne ka hai, tu kar," says Safeena. You do whatever you want. She is ready to take care of him after they get married, and he can continue to do his music thing. She adds that Murad does not try to change her. He accepts the way she is and lets her be. Sometimes, just doing nothing becomes the greatest act of championship. This is a complete contrast to Vikram's behavior in Luck By Chance, where he behaved most selfishly, actively sabotaging other people's chances to make it big. When his friend Abhi (Arjun Mathur), with whom he was staying, applied for the same acting role, Vikram's face showed apprehension as he did not want to compete with him. Vikram makes new friends after he finds success, forgetting the old ones who were there for him earlier. "Unhe mat bhoolo, joh tumhe tab jaante the jab tum kuch nahi the," says Shah Rukh Khan to Vikram at some party, "kyunki bas yeh hi hai, joh tumhe hamesha sach bolenge." Never forget those who were there with you when you were a nobody because only those will always tell you the truth. Murad does not need this lesson as he already follows this in spirit. He remembers to thank all his friends and repay Moeen for his generosity.

In a beautiful scene in Gully Boy, Murad is asked to work as a chauffeur for some time, and he is waiting when his employer's daughter comes out crying from a party. He wants to talk to her and console her, but he is hesitant. Maybe his father's words about not talking to his employers stop him from reaching out. He talks about the distance between the two of them. Even though they are physically near, they are far apart. They belong to two completely different worlds separated by the barriers of class. Main bhi yahin hoon, tum bhi yahin ho, par sach ye hai, main hoon kahin, tum aur kahin. I am here, you are here, but the truth is I am somewhere else; you are somewhere else. It is about the invisible barriers that human society has put up between its own people that stop us from displaying the ethos of humanity, something that makes us human in the first place. This is again reminiscent of the beautiful scene in Luck By Chance when Zafar Khan (Hrithik Roshan) meets many street kids in his car. He and the kids belong to two different worlds separated by the glass window. Gully Boy is about those kids who played with Zafar Khan and who aspire to be like him when they grow up. Moments later, the song Doori begins in Gully Boy, which shows a montage of underprivileged people of Mumbai for whom life is an everyday struggle. It is shot quite aesthetically, like the opening title sequence of Luck By Chance, which also shows the invisible people working behind the scenes in the Hindi film industry without whom these films would not be made. Even the opening sequence of co-writer Reema Kagti's Talaash showed a montage of the invisible people of the underbelly of Mumbai at night. In fact, Talaash was also a story of these invisible people. The life of the underprivileged is cheaper. A girl disappears, and no one cares. As Rosie (Kareena Kapoor) says, "Hum jaise log to ginti me hi nahi aate." People like us are not even counted.

Albert Camus once wrote, "In order to be created, a work of art must first make use of the dark forces of the soul." In Imtiaz Ali's Rockstar, the aspiring musician Jordan (Ranbir Kapoor) looked at the posters of famous musicians, such as Jim Morrison, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and Kurt Cobain, and says that these people have experienced a lot of pain in their lives. But he had to never struggle for anything in his life, perhaps that is why he might not be a musician. He learns that "Toote hue dil se sangeet nikalta hai." Music can only come from a broken heart. Jordan needed a Heer to break his heart to help him create his art. In contrast, Murad's life is an everyday struggle. He does not need his heart to be broken, as life has already given him enough things to get angry about. His friend MC Sher advises him that all the cheer-phaad artists fought for the food and then spoke about their hunger. As he does in his own life, he channels the angst of a missing mother and an alcoholic father to create music. Murad needs to do the same. Apne andar ka lava phat ke bahar aane de. Bring out the lava from deep inside. Murad's angst brings out his poetry, and MC Sher adds rhythm to that poetry to create rap music. Murad's art, then, becomes a mixture of rhythm and poetry. 

The familiar terrain of dysfunctional family dynamics in Zoya Akhtar's films can be seen in Gully Boy as well. The aspirations of children are repressed by their parents. Mothers are close to sons (Murad and MC Sher). Fathers are close to daughters (Safeena). The three younger kids—Murad's brother, Safeena's brother, Murad's cousin—are almost always quiet in the presence of their horrible parents and meekly obey their orders. Even the rich girl had to deal with her parents asking her to do something better in life. I kept wondering why does Murad not say anything to his father. Murad rebels when his father abuses his mother. Rebellion is the way to escape this parental claustrophobia. I think Safeena will also go on to rebel at some point later, which is why completing education is of paramount importance to her so that she can become independent in life. Remember Sona in Luck By Chance ran away because her parents wanted her to get married to a guy who belonged to her caste. Even Farah from Dil Dhadakne Do ran away from her house to become a dancer. For now, Safeena rebels in little acts by sneaking out at night, taking off her hijab, and putting on lipstick.

Murad's father, Aftab, works as a chauffeur at someone's place, where he has to keep quiet all the time, and the only time he gets to show his authority is at his home over his family. It is as if all his frustrations are released onto his family. He marries another woman, adding more members to their house. His new wife is probably the same age as his son, so, when he sees Murad sitting without a shirt, he asks him to wear one, exposing his own insecurity. In a moment of emotional vulnerability, Murad's mother Razia questions her husband if he ever touched her intimately, without realizing that her kids are listening. In Dil Dhadakne Do, Neelam (Shefali Shah) takes comfort in food to bear the philandering ways of her husband Kamal (Anil Kapoor), but there is nothing to ease the pain for Razia except dreams for her son. The first thing that Aftab's second wife does when she comes home is nudge the bag of Razia under the bed as if it does not belong there, just like she has done to her. Razia is left without any space in their house. She has to sleep on the floor now. Gully Boy shows the clamor for space (physical and emotional). Razia and Aftab have to go out of the house for a private conversation. It is the space outside their house on the street that offers them more privacy. Another quiet scene that belies this space quest is when Murad visits Sky's place, and he is astounded by the space in her washroom. Using his footsteps, he measures the length of the washroom, which is larger than many houses in Dharavi combined.

The relationship between Safeena and Murad is a charming one indeed. The very first scene where they meet each other makes us think that they are meeting for the first time, but it cleverly plays with us. In Dil Dhadakne Do, the first scene between Kabir and Farah also began in complete silence in a swimming pool where neither of them spoke to each other. "Mohabbat ki shuruaat me zubaan se toh baat kam hi hoti hai," says Pluto. At the beginning of love, many words are not spoken. Here, we learn that Safeena and Murad have already been in a relationship for over nine years. It was part of their daily routine meeting. Murad and Safeena have reached that stage where they share everything and support each other. They usually meet on a bridge surrounded by garbage that separates the regions where they come from. Safeena is financially well-off as compared to Murad and comes from a better part of the city. However, they share the same oppressiveness of parents. Safeena has few demands from life. She just wants to live life freely like her friend Suhani. But she cannot do even that. With Murad, she feels free and lets her be, which explains her crazy possessiveness for Murad. One of my favorite scenes of theirs is at the bridge when they meet after the Albina incident. On being asked to swear that she will not create a fuss like this again, she says, "Marjayenga tu," and Murad starts blushing as if he is also enjoying that moment.

In Gully Boy, the narrative keeps coming back in some form or another, usually underscoring the contrast from the earlier instance. Early in the film, Murad waits outside a posh club, and the rap song being played inside interests him. However, the bouncer signals with his hands, asking him to go away from there. Later, when things turn around, Murad is invited to the same club, where, this time, the bouncers happily welcome him. He is asked not to pay anything while his friends have to pay. He just walks inside. Then, there is also the time when Murad sings Apna Time Aayega all by himself in darkness, surrounded by the lights. Later, he sings the same song again on the stage in front of an audience that is rooting for him. At another stage, there are Murad's employers who are trying to convince their daughter to study further instead of working. In contrast, there is Safeena, who has to literally beg her parents to let her study while her mother wants to get her married as soon as possible. Then, there is Murad's mother, who is angry that her husband is married to another woman. She tells her husband that she will do the same and get a man for herself. This comes back when Safeena learns that Murad and Sky hooked up. Like Murad's mother, she tells him that she will do the same with another man. Both women learn to live with or accept the infidelity of their men. And, then, there is another reiterating aspect related to white women. On being asked about how he met his girlfriend, MC Sher tells Murad that in our society, before entering any relationship, people look at jaat, joot, aur jubaan but the foreigners look only into the eyes. For them, other things don't matter that much. The same thing happens again when Murad asks Sky why she is interested in him even though she knows that he belongs to a different class. Sky replies that for her, he is an artist, and that is all that matters. 

If Murad is named as he represents desire, then Sky is so named as she represents the pinnacle of his desires. She has everything that Murad wishes he had. She could well be Laila or Natasha from Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara, who has come on a project to Mumbai where she talks about following your 'passion'. She helps Murad become a YouTube sensation, and eventually, they hook up. Here, again, we see similarities between Vikram from Luck By Chance and Murad of Gully Boy, where both these men cheat on their respective girlfriends after finding some success. Vikram is thrown out by Sona when he tries to reach out to her again because she realizes that in Vikram's narcissistic world, she has no place. Tomorrow, he will move on to something else. She is better off without him. However, Murad goes back to Safeena and is forgiven after he realizes his folly. "Safeena ke bina mera zindagi na aise ho jayega jaise bina bachpan ke bada ho gaya jaise", he says to Sky. Without Safeena, my life would be like I grew up without a childhood. Safeena forgives him for his encounter with Sky and takes him back. There has been some criticism of Sky's role in the film. I think her role is added to bring some conflict to the love story of Murad and Safeena. What does not come out as organic is the whole vandalism sequence where she and Murad go to deface public property. She is protesting against so many things that there is no clarity as to what she is really protesting against. Art might require anger, but manufactured anger comes across as fake. It comes across as if she is looking for her source of angst to create her art, as she has everything in life.

Gully Boy shares many subtexts with Luck By Chance. However, there are some elements in other films of Zoya Akhtar that are used here. The way poetry has been incorporated in Gully Boy is reminiscent of the poetry in Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara. Like Imran, Murad is also a poet. They both write poetry in their diary. They are closer to their Ammis. Sky and Murad discuss following passion and junoon, like Laila and Arjun did. At some other stage in Gully Boy, someone says, "Paint the town red." There was a song in Zindagi Na Milegi No Dobara with these words, "Paint It Red."

Gully Boy takes a little time to set things up. It was only after MC Sher arrived that the film picked up and in the second half, it gets even more interesting. The film's music and lyrics are politically charged as it can be seen from how the political parties are lapping it up for their election campaigns. They talk about jingoism, nepotism, and communalism, and yet some of these don't exactly connect with the film's story, which is more personal. The film does not give much importance to his external identities. I think for this reason, the music did not become greater than the sum of its parts. Apna Time Aayega works like a powerhouse because it is Murad's story. The line dikkat ki hai, aafat ki, himaakat ki, ibaadat ki, adaalat yeh hai chahat ki, mohabbat ki, amaanat ki is so rousing that one can't help but cheer along with Murad. I wish there was more of that. Gully Boy is a wonderful film, but Luck By Chance remains my favorite Zoya Akhtar film, which still gives me a new perspective when I watch it. Maybe in due course, Gully Boy will reach there.

The performances by all the cast members are splendid. There is not one false note in any of them. After playing the understated Kabir in Dil Dhadakne Do, Ranveer Singh shines again in a quiet role here. I have liked him more in those roles where he emotes through silences. Alia Bhatt is a star; thankfully, the film does not have her typical breakdown scene. Siddhant Chaturvedi (who was the funniest person in the web series Life Sahi Hai) and Vijay Varma are terrific, stealing the scene in some cases. Vijay Raaz and Amruta Subhash bring humanism to the roles that one feels for them. 

Gully Boy emphasizes making the best of the chances that life offers and showing courage to take those chances. In the poem Ek Hi Raasta, Murad talks about taking that one turn that could have changed our lives forever but so many of us don't have the courage to choose that path. Koi deewana hi hota hai, jo udhar jata hai. Only a passionate soul will go there. Aftab admonishes Murad to not let go of his office job because, "Aisa mauka baar baar nahi milta hai (these chances don't come again)," because in his life, he had to struggle for a job like that. He is even more cautious because they are Muslims, and as he tells his wife, these days, no one cares for them. Again, we see Murad's Uncle Ateeq (Vijay Maurya) who comes and tells him, "Sabko zindagi me ek mauka milta hai, usko kabhi nahi chhodna. Aaj tune apna future tay kar liya hai." Everybody gets one chance in life; never let go of that. Today, you have chosen your future. Then, there was also Murad's conversation with Safeena where he asks her how can she be so daring. She replies, "Zindagi me kuch accha mile na toh chup chap le lene ka." If life offers something good, take it readily. There is only one life we have and if God has given you a gift, make the most of it, and leave a legacy behind so that people remember you long after you are gone. Kal ko main off ho gaya, phir bhi log yeh video dekhenge aur kuch mehsoos karenge. If I die tomorrow, people will still watch this video and feel something.

Murad's murad eventually turns into reality. He managed to change his assigned destiny. But for many others, life is full of broken dreams. Moeen also aspired for a better future. Things don't work out for him. However, it is important to never lose hope. There is a poignant scene where Moeen tells Murad that he also wishes to be part of his English-speaking group. During the same scene, Allah Ke Bande, a beautiful song that talks about failed dreams, from the film Waisa Bhi Hota Hai Part II is playing. The song's lyrics tell us to not be impacted by shattered dreams and to smile because tomorrow will always come again. Allah ke bande hasde, jo bhi ho kal phir aayega. Apna Time might come or not, but whatever happens, kal phir aayega. As some wise man also said, after all, tomorrow is another day.

Trivia:

1. Murad sings N.Y. State of Mind by Nas when some foreign tourists visit his house.

2. Murad listens to Everyday by A$AP Rocky when his father comes home after getting married to his second wife.

3. Sky has studied music at Berklee College of Music in Boston (not to be confused with Berkeley in California).

4. Rahul Bose has a voice cameo in Gully Boy as the father of the rich girl where Murad works. Reema Kagti had a voice cameo in Bombay Talkies.

5. Gully Boy has two Eminem references. There is a poster of Eminem in his poetry diary. At some other stage, Moeen calls him Saleem Shady, similar to Eminem's Slim Shady.

6. Safeena has a friend named Suhani who is studying to be a doctor. There was another medical student named Suhani in Saathiya who also stayed in Mumbai and then eloped with her boyfriend.

7. Some of the supporting cast members in Gully Boy, including Ikhlaque Khan and Sheeba Chadha, have also been present in Zoya Akhtar's previous films. There is also Ashish Sawhny who plays the doctor here and was Tanvir in Luck By Chance. MC Sher's band member is named JD similar to KD in Rock On!!.

7. Amruta Subhash had played the role of Ramanna's sister in Raman Raghav 2.0. Her mother Jyoti Subhash was Meenaxi's grandmother in Aiyyaa. Vijay Maurya was Pankaj in Tumhari Sulu.

The Cutting Scissors:

Other Reading:
1. Rahul Desai's splendid writing on the girl of Gully Boy—Link
2. Satyam Viswanathan on hope and despair in Gully Boy—Link
1. The posts on Luck By Chance—Link and Link
2. The post on Dil Dhadakne Do—Link
3. The post on Bombay Talkies—Link

Dialogue of the Day:
"Apna time aayega."
—Murad, Gully Boy