Adios!!

Going to Nainital and Sattal for Office Outbound training.. Will be going somewhere outside Delhi after 6 1/2 years.. last I went on a school trip to Dalhousie in Class 12..I don't like to go outside Delhi.. I am such a contradictory person.. I want to travel to exotic places but when it actually comes to travelling I am the first person to back out.. don't like to leave my Delhi.. How will I survive without reading HT??? And that a Sunday one!!!! Twitter? that makes me feel connected to the outside world..but now it would be like completely cut off from reality.. mera man nahi hai jaane ka... and I have this terrible cold with my nose leaking (and I don't even have a handkerchief, so using my shirt sleeves and hands to wipe it off :D) as I write this from office...Hmmm Housefull releasing tomorrow..but main nahin dekhu.. I don't like Akshay..huh but I love the film's songs.. Like the Apni to jaise taise and Oh girl you're mine!!!!!!!!! But I don't even like Deepika so mujhe koi enthu nahi hai dekhne ka..

Not even Kites looks exciting..

But the 2 I am eagerly waiting for are Raavan and Rajneeti!!!!!!!

Anyway have started to read Franz Kafka's The Trial..

I don't want to go but have to :(

Miss you..

Tere bina sona peetal...

I just love this pic!!!! Look how happy Nita Ambani is :) Someone said Bhajji is trying to do the Tere Bina song from Guru..hahaha.. fianlly a happy pic :)

Haunting...

What an amazing pic!!!!!! 'Chori'fied from some one's facebook pictures.. I think these tears are of out of sadness instead of happiness.. don't you think the light of happiness is missing from this person's eyes? Or is it that what I am feeling, I am trying to see the same in these haunting eyes? And that is why humans are such fabulous creatures.. peculiar, individualistic, emotional..

I can go on looking at this picture till eternity....

Impromptu Dog :)

This is the dog that I made today in the cafeteria :)
Only if you imagine it to be a dog, then only it would look like one.. How did I make this?? That's a secret ;P which I would be happy to be reveal in the comments or the next post which ever is sooner :P
I love this picture howsoever amateurish it may seem to be and would add to another of my short happy incidents :)

Of Small Instances

There are these small small incidents that keep happening that bring a smile to our faces but I tend to forget those..and to remember those I turn to my blog..
So what happened?

Yesterday, H who has become a very good friend of mine (I consider him as a good friend, uska pata nahi :) )

Now he had some work and was sitting in a conference room which is clearly visible from my seat.. I saw that he was making some call.. and then after 5 minutes, I get this call from him on my extension.. he says " yaar tujhe nahi lagta I (a girl in office) bahut hot hai.. mujhe koi bol toh raha tha lekin aaj main dhyan se dekh raha hun.. she is actually quite hot.. kuch chakkar chalana padega..."

I could not stop laughing when he said this.. he specially called me to say this...

He is totally like Joey.. but not at all dumb..very very smart he is..

I am still smiling.. :D

Try to be happy..

I will try to be happy..just give me enough strength.. my motto that being sad makes me happy should change from being happy makes me happy.. hope life helps me in this..

P.S. - I am not feeling good already but this weird sinking feeling.. I will still try to be happy..

Speaking a 1000 words...

These are the two pictures that I took from cell phone.. not very good resolution but I love both the pics.

First is of a white rose blossoming in my house, took it sometime in February..

Second one is of the scene outside my house on a rainy afternoon sometime in last July..

There is something serene and calming about the two pictures... as they say a picture is worth a 1000 words..

Hmmmm..

Elixir :(

Long time.. Life has been really busy.. working continuously for 2 weeks because of so much work and the fact that I am an even slower worker.. last weekend also went like this :'(

I was sad at times.. don't know what something is definitely amiss in life.. searching for something that elixir which could remove this feeling of incompleteness..

And life works in strange ways - as I have written previously also that whenever I am thinking about something, I see that thing everywhere..

Like I was reading this book The Pregnant King in which this king accidentally drinks a magical potion and becomes pregnant, now what does he do? Is he a man or a woman, this whole conflict of who we really are.. There was this particular character of Yaksha who was the man who lent his manhood to Shikhandi so that Shikhandi could prove that he was a man, Yaksha was a woman for the time he had no 'manhood'.. ultimately, he becomes a man again but there was this restlessness in him that crept up.. he had experience of both of a man and a woman, but there was this inexplicable urge to do experience something new, to question life...

Yuvanashva, the pregnant king, experiencing the same feeling of who we really are, what are our primary purpose in life, is it the soul or the flesh that is more important..

Now since this was happening on the book, the movie I saw The Great Indian Butterfly was about a couple who are looking for this butterfly in the Cardiguez's valley that will bring them happiness, prosperity, and luck.. they finally find the valley but the thing they learnt was that it is all in the state of mind, as they said "peace comes knocking on your door, and you tell him to go away".. we are too worried about the future and forgetting the present in which we are..

And on the same lines Grey's Anatomy :'( Izzie and George are most likely dead.. Nooo.. loved them both because I am a little like George in real life .. shy, reserved, don't open up easily... seeing him die was like a part of me die.. and Izzie..she is too good..please come back.. the season finale in which Meredith says " We spend our whole life worrying about the future, planning about the future, trying to predict our future, as if figuring it out will somehow cushion the blow but the future is always changing. But one thing for certain is that when it finally reveals it self, it is never the way we imagine it to be" So true..especially for someone like me who is always worried about the future.. Meredith and Derek decide to get married because they do not know what will happen ahead, so try to make most of the present.. like what happened to Izzie.. and in the season finale after Callie cuts a man's healthy leg so that he could join the Army and another cancer patient is almost dead, Bailey shows her the joy on the face of a young boy who just had a successful operation and was happy.. that scene *amazing*.. it makes me cry every time I watch such a sissy I am :'(

3 different things- the book, the movie, the TV show.. all talking on the same lines.. it is strange.. ain't it.. may be someone is trying to give me a message that I should do the same but what do I do..I can't help it..

Anyway, I had my first office party, and I liked it.. will write more about it.. I have started reading The Shadow Lines by Amitav Ghosh, don't know when will I finish that.. such a slow reader I have become :(

Movies..nothing much.. loved LSD, haven't seen many the last two months.. hope The Japanese Wife is good..but no other movie as of now I am really crazy about.. maybe Kites but still it hasn't given me that thunderbolt.. and no Houseful..bakvaas.. don't like Akshay.. waiting for Saat Khoon Maaf but it will come out next year.. so boring.. till then will catch up with classics.. More in another posts... hopefully I will try to write more...